Step 1, delete Tinder App

So yes, being single again makes me want to date. And I updated my bio on language exchange website, downloaded some APP to entertain myself. The language exchange website goes pretty well, make some new friends who are fun to hang out or to chat with. It means something to talk about nothing, chatting with people and keeping myself socialized inspires me to be creative in communicating and reflects what’s on my mind at the same time. Nothing can go wrong with that. However, things are different with Tinder. Well, even chicken know that this is the App for hookups, so, try to lower expectations on deep thoughts exchange, it’s the App revealing basic human desire: sex. So inevitably, you will get some photo exchange request (don’t, by the way. If you’re not really into hookups.), location confirmation (to make sure the whole thing is cost-effective), most favorite sex gestures (it’s actually fun and one might have their eyeballs exploded while googling), and some other things to complete the pre-mating process. All those are fun until the thrill of being single again has being overpowered by real-life identities, so besides a wife that I used to be, a woman I still am, I’m also a daughter and a mom, and those conflicted with these a bit in a way. So time for me to make a little bit of change now. Thank you Tinder, for the wide range of knowledge in human body and the blue jokes (something with snow white and fizzy drinks and another one with a woman wanting to be sperm donor). Thank you technology, for keeping one entertained when the circumstances is a bit hard for one to feel so. And, hello free porn on the internet. (joking) ((or was I?)) (((yes, I am.))) ((((no, I’m lying)))) ((((trying to put an obscure ending by overusing the brackets))))) ((((((hope it works))))))) (((((((please tell me it works))))))) ((((((((and hoping my families will never see this post)))))))) (((((((((sometime fear gives strength to the scary thing to come alive)))))))) (((((((((I hope this is not one of it))))))))) ((((((((((finger crossed))))))))))